PACIFY

                                              PACIFY

And all this time cannot erase
The look of terror on my face
      The chills I get
       I can't forget
Our life was nothing but disgrace

And when I've had enough of lies
My darkest memories arise
      My deepest fears
      From years of tears
Will lead me to my own demise

(chorus)   No remorse
                Of corse
                I pacify my mind
                With wine and time....
                Don't ask why
                Don't justify
                I block it out, no doubt
                Dont shout

I medicate till its a blur
Clouded mind and voices slur
        Its all surreal
        I cannot feel
Theres not much more I can endure

The mask of sorrow falls away
I'll wear it on another day
        Just for now
        Don't ask how
I'll try to keep the world at bay

(repeat chorus)    

                                                                         Pam Stevens

HOOCHIE'S RAP

                             HOOCHIE'S   RAP

Yeah, my name is Hooch
And I live in the hood
Some don't like me
But some think I'm good
I got jaws of steel and paws to match
And you'll know how good I am
When you hear me rap     (turntable scratch-chh-chh-chh-chh-chh)

Yeah,I'm part pit
So I get a bad rap
I got a bad reputation
But I know where it's at
And I'm the proudest big dog across the nation
I can jump 5 feet cuz I'm part dalmation     (turntable scratch-chh-chh-chh-chh-chh)

I got a big head
and the longest tongue
I know you'd be upset
When you've seen what I've done
But I'm loyal
If your in my crew
You know I got your back and I WILL protect you     (turntable  scratch-chh-chh-chh-chh-chh)

Yeah, my name is Hooch
And I'm sniffin around
I can pick up your scent
In any town
And I can rap
And I'll prove it to you
Cuz I rapped on your door and I said "guess who" (scratch   chh-chh-chh-chh-chh)

My name is Hooch
And I'm misundastood
I rap better than Snoop
Ever thought I could
And I'm badder
Than that dog em n em
If ya listen to my raps then you'll know where I've been (turntable  scratchchh-chh-chh-chh-chh)

Hooch-------yaehHooch-------yeah Hooch
Howlin at the back door
Yes I'm gonna get more
Hooch----yeah Hooch   yeah   Hooch  (turntable scratch-chh-chh-chh-chh-chh0 fadeout......

 

                    AS     I     FEEL

                                  

I don't want to write
Because then I think
Because then I feel
And I cannot afford to

But my journal draws me in
To open it up
And let my thoughts
Fill the pages

But not only words
Cover the page
Also tears
As I FEEL

It may as well be blood
Dripping large drops
Making a mess
Just like my life

My words are my blood
Covering the page
As I bleed out
I cover the page
Leaving just
A scar



                                                                             PAM STEVENS